sweet_pop
16th August 2007, 08:06
My life has finally come to a stand still.
I cannot find a direction, a purpose or a reason for why I am here..
I sit here thinking, searching and wondering why is it that I cannot put
my fingers at any event in time...
Always stuggling in even when I know that I am all that I can be and am accepted by many..
Deep within my heart and soul, I find emptiness..
I can be surrounded with true friends, and yet, feel ever so alone...
Is there God hinder my future to such extreme....
Is there a button that can push to bring out feelings of happiness, togetherness, fulfillment and joy?
There are so many days and nights when warm gentle tears, roll down my cheeks.
They are "unspoken tears" that softly trickled into a pool of loneliness and dismay...
WELL, WELL, WELL
I guess I am just over-reacting..hehehe
I cannot find a direction, a purpose or a reason for why I am here..
I sit here thinking, searching and wondering why is it that I cannot put
my fingers at any event in time...
Always stuggling in even when I know that I am all that I can be and am accepted by many..
Deep within my heart and soul, I find emptiness..
I can be surrounded with true friends, and yet, feel ever so alone...
Is there God hinder my future to such extreme....
Is there a button that can push to bring out feelings of happiness, togetherness, fulfillment and joy?
There are so many days and nights when warm gentle tears, roll down my cheeks.
They are "unspoken tears" that softly trickled into a pool of loneliness and dismay...
WELL, WELL, WELL
I guess I am just over-reacting..hehehe