Hey jealousy
Hi everyone,
I haven’t been on since my last post.
http://filipinaroses.com/showthread....ght=monkeyface
I felt I have betrayed my bf so I showed him that post. He was very upset. I thought that was the end of our relationship. I have to say it had been a real test to us but we love each other and got through it.
My boyfriend made plans to see me on our anniversary. He will be flying 6K miles to see me and he apologized that he will be a day late though. He is a real sweetheart. We were very excited about it but when the day is getting near I got very anxious. I wanted to call it off for I believe this will be the make it or break it point of our relationship. I told him I was having cold feet. I was scared things might change between us. He was very upset upon hearing this. He said he needed to do this. He needed to be with me.
On the 19th of May I finally saw the love of my life waiting for me at the airport (yep, I was late. I wanted to be perfect for him and it took me a while preparing and was late picking him up). He simply took my breath away. We held each other for the first time. I felt like everything stopped around us (sort of like in the movies). We were together for 10 days. It was the best time of my life.
The only thing I hated that time was when he had to go back home. He is back in the UK. He always makes me feel that he is always here with me. I still miss him terribly though. We are hoping to see each other again next year for him to meet my family.
After finally being together, he said something did changed. He fell more inlove with me. We are now together for a year and 3 months and still counting. All the jealousy issues are in the past now. I’m friends with his friend now and I feel rotten for having doubted them before.
I would like to thank you all. The stories here have been a great inspiration.
To my honey,
I’m sorry, I know I promised but I want the whole world to know how proud I am to have you as my wonderful mahal. Thank you for always being there for me. You are my world and I love you with all my heart.
That's good news monkeyface
