Few days ago after my holiday trip I feel sickly dunno why...I feel tired of working full time, i feel bored of waiting, i feel sad, i feel alone, I'm sad that my hubby is far from me and my family is far..I'm living alone in this city... Sometimes I ignore these feelings but when the time that I will go home from work here I go again... good thing that everyday 24/7 me and my hubby have constant communication txt and call..and talk online but still there stil the emptiness we're far together... I just CRIED
it's my facade that I look OK but not that much inside.
This is our choice and this is the risk of having long distance RELATIONSHIP... But then I'm not backing out, we will not surrender until everything is OK... I'm so MELANCHOLY... hayyyyy life! I just want to let out what I feel through this blog.
