Poor meI have been poorly after visiting meadow hell as what my beloved hubby called itprobably I am no longer good in a crowded places after that day I had symptoms for cough and colds and now I have it for two days and two sleepless night bugs me.Now I wonder if I could still go to my english course as am doing my practise test for early dec.I have phone one of my filipina friend for her advice and said I should go to class.am agreeing with her as I dont want to be on my own at home as hubby dear goes out walking for 8 mile with his freinds and being in a 100 years old house freak me out,I have this weird imagination,you knowand I am imagining those oldies who passed away from the carehome I am working right now,I have this funny thought that they`ll gonna accompany me in house(watta crazy thought,I know)thats me!They said the mind could kill youand somehow I believe that I hope it will not lead me to paranoaia