I got an email this morning.
She's apologised for the way she has been with me. Her reasons, she says, for not always answering me or coming online too much is that she worries about our future. She wants us to marry and settle down, but feels it may never happen, so to stop herself getting hurt in the future, and getting her hopes for nothing, she sometimes tries to distance herself from me emotionally.
She talked about how lonely she feels and how difficult she finds it being apart from somebody she loves, but no matter what she would always stay in touch.
I guess this stems from me dodging the "marriage" subject, and my commitments here in england. tbh, I was just over the moon to hear from her.
How much do these marriage thingys cost anyway?
