Hi! everyone

Real good advice here
I have to thank everyone, who took the time to reply, it's very heart warming.

Mr. Aposhark I actually was pressing to get married on the next trip, obviously she was stalling...Should of seen it coming.

Ginapeterb thank you...it's over as far as I'm concerned. Like you say, there are certain decisions in life, where you don't have to think, you just know. I made that commitment to her, but she couldn't do the same to me.

I have to say, it was a huge relief, making this thread. It took a huge weight off my shoulders.

Tried to phone her earlier, twice in quick succession to get some answers,...No reply.

Sent her a text, that's it, enough is enough.