Hi Shayla,
Please don't despair. I know it's easily said, but try to look forward with as much confidence as you can muster. If I may say so, your posts indicate a maturity well beyond your years and I think this will be evident to the ECO assigned to your case (at least I would certainly hope so!). As I already mentioned to nids 123 on a separate thread, I pray that you and she will be NEXT on the list.
