Never compare yourself with anybody as every person is unique, never let him choose and never reminisce the past of your husband.
Cheer up! Be proud of yourself and be friendly and submissive to him.
Jealousy make turns you to evil
sub⋅mis⋅sive /səbˈmɪsɪv/ Show Spelled Pronunciation [suhb-mis-iv] Show IPA –adjective 1.inclined or ready to submit; unresistingly or humbly obedient:
Sub*mis"sive\, a. 1. Inclined or ready to submit; acknowledging one's inferiority; yielding; obedient; humble.