yes i made mistakes i was always looking for faults in her and making issues for no reason I;m my worst enemy. she dont like argue much. i sent her flowers through ebay on my credit card... maybe she might reconsider if i sort myself out with a job quickly she do so much for me and i relize i have been selfish and not caring. when she was unwell and sick for 2 weeks i not go to look after her she said she feel out of love by 50% when i not come.... money sort im in hard times i think maintaining a relationship is very hard if you dont work and have no money. not just me but i think many people find it hard if loose work and cant get work for long time i think if you guys have girl in asia will make relationship impossible dont you think?
