Thanks Sophie! It felt so good when somebody understands you
I don't think I am being unfair. I think it would be more unfair to go on with this situation. Sometimes it's hard to explain the issue to everybody. But all I can say now is that I am ready to fall inlove. To somebody that's for me. All mine. I am in the stage called "acceptance", if you know the stages of grief, you will understand it better. I am ready to let go, and start again.