as morrisey said "see, the luck I've had, can make a good man turn bad"
problem is you said you was going in oct last year to see her, then june this year, now it was going to be oct this year, maybe she thought you was never going to see her, and if you had, then you would have probably found the 'truth' out a lot sooner ..
given birth last month, means she was probably pregnant a month or so after chatting to you, did she definitely give birth ? has she told you herself or someone else told you?
if you're going to send money, you have to go and see the person asap. not a year or 1 1/2 yrs later
