Looks like you are talking out of your.
In case you haven't been lurking long enough....
We have a few "white girls" (who is being racist here, then) on this forum, dating or having been dating Pinoys, and we are all happy for their choice, and nobody here would dream of criticizing or "discourage".
No one can help who they fall in love with.
So, wake up, lad, smell the coffee, go for your "Bar Mitzvah" and hopefully after that, your attitude will have improved.
Not holding my breath, tho.....
I am sure other forum members would direct you in the right direction.