Hi Jam, been reading your thread with interest, sorry to hear of your troubles.
I'm guessing, that you haven't met yet in person?...What are his intentions? has he talked about coming to visit you?...Sorry, if I've got all this wrong?
We live in a world of communication, where it's not hard to stay in contact, with someone if you really want to.
Last summer, I had no internet connection for a month. My telephone line got struck by lightning, it literally blew the sockets out of the wall...There was an almighty bang! & the cat shot off my lap....Had to have the whole line replaced.
The point I'm making is, I could still use a phone, could still text & could go to the library to use free internet there.
Whether you stay with him or not, you deserve much better.
I wish you well.
