gracia..or should i call you ate?if you dont mind to show respect..do you think we'll be needing more time to build the relationship?or would it be enough because before he went for a visit we've been communicating but we didnt really know it would come this far..cause we know its impossible to happen..he came here may to visit his relatives and somehow to see me..june when we realized when we had something good going on..now he wants me to fly back with him by dec..this is crazy..isnt it?but being apart really upsets us..we dont know what to do..we just want to be together..this long distance affair is both new to us..so we really need to figure things out..because one thing that scares us both is the fact one of us just might give up and just settle with whoever is convenient to us..cause this is really hard..but we need to fight if we really want this right...
