Things will get better charlene, just be patient, be strong and be optimistic....
Do not entertain negative thoughts, it will just discourage, weaken and pull you down....
And try not to cry as much as possible, this is the moment you don't waste time on tears
coz you will only end up in self pity and feeling sorry for yourself and your family.....
Focus on fighting your case and never get distracted.....and keep praying that eveything will work out on your favor...