First of all, welcome here Freggel
What i can advice you is to be honest to your wife about how you feel.....open communication is always the best way to go.....
You have some serious trust issues against your wife which i suppose you have valid reasons for being so, otherwise, you will not say what you just said.....
but she is still your wife and you have to sort this problem out with her....
you cannot carry on being suspicious and doubtful all the time, you both have to settle this and work it out together.....
i wish the best for both of you![]()