waw thankyou so much to you all, your all rite, il try to be more confidend, its all in the mind, ive not been out on my bike much, keeps raining, but 2 weeks ago i goined the gym, i realy want big muscles,will help my confidence, im very thin at the moment and have fat tummy, ill go tomorow and try to goo more,
i have friendster, tagged, facebook, 100 friends on friendster, 190 tagged and 4 on fb, how can i brouse people on fb?
is easy to find a lady that says she loves me when she is 7000 miles away but to find a lady here is imposible, to filipinas not want a guy here once they are already here lol, im tired of searching, ill wait for them to find me, there is one lady in the filipines that i trust but i cant afford to go there, i was working in the same place as her brother, and she says that she will come here next year, but im sure somthing will go wrong, she might find another guy ect,
hopefuly at exmas time ill be invited to parties, or should i invite myself hehehe,
£120 per hour its a good job that im not sex mad, i see ladies as people not sexy people, well some sexy ladies make my heart beating mmmm, i like filipinas the most because of personality, then chinese but even harder to find, indian are ok but not many single, some nice british ladies but most have kids and arnt single and they swear,fight,moan,cheat,the list goes on,

ill save this thread so i can come back to it, i feel better now after reading all the posts.