Thank you for all those who reply on my thread.
Ever since I had overstayed in UK i knew i had breached the law, scared all the time, that if they caught me, i will get imprisoned and eventually be deported but the circumtances that i had havep forced me to stay even though its wrong. Before my visa expired, my father got very ill and in need of dialysis every week. As all of you know, the cost of dialysis here in the Philippines is very expensive. Its only me, where my family who can rely on. And if it a matter of life and death, i think most of you will do the same, sadly after 1 year of battle, my father passed away. After that, I already planned to go back home but I met my boyfriend and got pregnant, and my motherly instinct have stopped me. I witness the love and affection of my partner to us especially to her daughter but then we knew that we cant live being scared all the time. we had decided to put things straight, go home and then work out to start a new life. But the lack of resources is stopping us, as i don't earn much (working 4hrs a day, 4times a week @ 6.50 pounds an hour) and my partner as i had said is jobless that time. It took us 2 years to finally be ready to do the plan. Here we are now, asking your advises and help to finally start a new life, not only for us but especially to my daughter who doesn't know anything that had happened and only knows that one day, we're going home to her dad and be a happy family again.
I understand that some people condemn me for what i did, i can't say anything for that. I'm asking your help to put things straight.
thank you