I need away from my dad.
Don't know how to word this, but have a father with severe issues. Attitude problem,hit my mom and bully, but speaks to old acquaintances outside better than he speaks to his wife and son (me) Split personality. He is child man who has a vicious nastymood for small reasons. I am tired and sick of that.

I am in catch 22. I want to leave. I want to get house of my own for my own sake. but I do not think it would be right. I do not have money for house of my own that. It is a joke though. I live next to a woman on her own who is younger than me, i saw her lifting slabs and moving big material with a wheelbarrow, she claims DLA. She has a 3 different disablement car since 2002. How nice But no point in comparing myself to her, that just makes one bitter. It's pointless.

I do not have job as chemist. I need to get car, but I need to be clear of fits for a year to drive. I passed my test. If I get house on my own, if I take a epileptic fit, I guess I'd be

Wish can move on life away from that father.