to all who reply this comment thank you very much from the buttom of my heart and will do read it again until i finally find out the problem and how it will help me.
you know guys ive been really already trying hard my self to adjust.and always just crying. i maybe really wrong and hurting my husband and my self for being like this. im not rich but i used to be a happy go lucky and now id just felt the hard life to me which i tried to fight it but i always find my self hard. specially when you go out in this world sometimes id just dont wanna go out anymore, it makes me sad only and beside i have no friends here.
i have a very diffrent life now.. before im the onw who always give a strength to those people who are need but now id just find my self always in confuse and sad and trying to be happy. and make my husband happy.
i think i need more psychologist of how to accept my life now.
thank you and til next post