Cheer up Mick, life doesnt end here.... as they say... there's plenty of fish in the sea...

kidding aside.. i feel more sorry on your wife as she lost not only the chance to have a good life in UK but most of all,the opportunity of having someone like you to spent the rest of her life with.... Well, that is life, we do make our choices..even bad choices sometimes...


... how about a can of s.a.n.m.i.g.l.i.t? Cheers!