I geel guilty.....

[maria_and_matt]

Hello maria, i'm sorry about the way you're feeling now, my advise is probably to go back home for a long vacation
instead of moving there for good..........you probably just need a break and change of atmosphere at the moment
and be with your family back home and enjoy their company for a while.....
from there, you can decide if you want to come back here or stay in the philippines for good....
You'll never know, maybe after your long vacation in pinas, you will be wanting to come back and miss uk so much already
but if you decide to stay in pinas, its inevitable for you to feel a bit torned and somewhat guilty for not being here with your hubby
but atleast your husband is so supportive about your plan of moving back home and so gracious about it and even willing to visit you twice a year....

hi sophie .... i think deep down i want us to all move back home, but that is not possible right now as my husband has an elderly uncle here. I wonder if you ever feel like this? maybe i am just messed up at the moment, my friends told me that girls would almost give anything for a life here in the UK while i am ready to just give it all away? i am so confused