Maria Po in my very humble opnion like us all your having one of those periods of our lives where everything seems to be not quite right. Like others have mentioned dont rush into any major changes see if you go can have a long vacation in Phill some sunshine and a change will help you make your decision.
I think in some of your posts you have touched on what might be on the various causes.
Take care and remeber if your hubbys like me stuck do working all day leaving home early and coming home late etc its all for the Family he loves.
