Have not been read other members post,only your depression (problem) but this is my opinion, as I have read you been here for 17 years,so obviously winter does not make any difference no more for been staying here for 17 years i gather.....and as for me weather would not make any problem to me at all as long as I am with my husband through thick and thin I will be w/ him no matter what temperature it was....Just my humble opinion..why not try for vacation,maybe you just missed your relatives, i read also some of your thread your moaning about your relatives the way you full the balik bayan box and never even say Hello to you at all...dont you think your husband need you more during this winter season no matter what.
Just my share (sabi nga ang mag asawa nilalang ng diyos para mag buklod hindi maghiwalay) how nice your husband saying he allow you and he will visit you,think about it thrice Maria stay with your husband.
