hi sis, first of all i am so sorry to hear about what happened to you and your baby. i have gone through that about 10 years ago. so i kinda know what you are feeling right now. sis you have done nothing wrong, sometimes things like this just happens. be strong, i know it may sound cruel but maybe it was just not the right time. take a lot of rest, take some support from your husband and friends or see if theres any support groups at your local hospital.
if you ever need to talk, let me know.
sending lots of love your way, will be saying a prayer for you too. ~hugz~