It seems I'm the first to read your update but I won't be the last. Obviously I'm sorry to know what has happened, hopefully we have helped you, and there's not much more I can say. You're not the only one and you will get over it, but right now I can fully empathise with your feelings. You must be emotionally drained and tired. I'm sure as the first to respond here I can say our thoughts are with you.
