I've really gone and done it now

[somebody]

This might not seem a big thing to some old hands, but I've just bought a plane ticket to the Philippines. I'll be travelling (weather permitting) in less than two weeks to meet a woman I've been chatting to for six weeks.
I'm feeling a strange sensation in my chest. I think it's excitement. I love her already. How can that be? How can I even know her? What if when she meets me she doesn't like me? What if she does like me?
Have I gone mad? I don't feel as though I have, but I'm not used to feeling like this. I need to take some deep breaths. If anyone can give me the verbal equivalent of beta-blockers, I'd be grateful. Thanks for listening. Tom.

Dont worry have a back up plan incase you do find yourself on your own for whatever reason. Ie know how to get a taxi to your hotel. But dont worry we have been there and if you were nto nervous it would not be right.

As the snows falls here in blighty im a tad jealous