Ross i understand you completely i know it's hard and it really hurts alot being not with that person you love...your still lucky though coz your married already but in our case we are still waiting for my fiance's divorce paper makes me want to cry thinking about it but i need to be strong for him. my fiance will be back here in manila again this april for 9 days makes me happy but deep inside my mind im thinking i wish i could go back with him. im trying to stay positive and im looking forward to live with him in the uk...the funny thing is we are not yet starting my fiance visa application but he already book me a ticket going to the uk so everytime im crying over the phone he always remind me that i got a ticket already and that will makes me smile.
