Sorry to hear that it ended like this. I know it takes time before you could fully move on but I think this will also be the time to pick up the pieces of yourself and start anew. There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept. Time heal all wounds as they say.
You did your part in saving your marriage and please don't see yourself as a loser in this battle. You deserve someone who respects you in every way. And someday you'll be thankful that you were free from this kind of relationship. Be brave! Remember always that you aren't alone
