back to the fold. If it's any comfort, I can fully empathise with how you're feeling right now. You see, I lost my first wife to lymphatic cancer a week before Christmas 1991. She'd suffered from rheumatoid arthritis throughout our 24 years of marriage ... and the oncologists treating her during the last 9 months of her life believed the drugs she'd been given to ease the inflamation and pain in her joints - and assist her mobility - eventually suppressed her immune system to the extent of triggering off Non-Hodgkins' Lymphoma.

But ... to return to your OWN situation: I honestly believe that time really DOES heal! And you can be assured of the support of your many friends - both here on the forum, and elsewhere - and of everyone's thoughts and prayers on your behalf.

God Bless!