it seems you are giving lots but not getting what you think may be coming back , we so called men work so hard and if like me been burnt from my english wife so whats mine is mine, i dont mind giving so much away but it has to work back sometimes , i know emma has nothing to give in money but she has never asked for any eitherl, its a hard one englishman dont give and you feel rotten give and you feel used,is it time to walk away only you will know that, good luck