Well, you have your own belief and go with it. I know it is the things that can make you happy.. You have a kind heart to look the people suffer and you help them of what you can do but as what I am said that we are human and as a human we are not satisfy of what we have and what we do .. but it is good to think for a simple way in life to eat three times a day even rice and fish as we use on it or even veges as long as we are together with the family we love... good for you that you think what is best just say good luck for your quest