Sorry to read that too Ricky, I'm sure it seems tough now, but you strike me as a sensible young man and I'm sure you have the mental strength to get through it. When problems stare you in the face it's easy to let them get you down and stop thinking clearly. Try to see into the future and think about how happy you will be when it's all sorted and you are with your mahal and new baby for ever.
Good luck, we're all behind you, and when you feel down, get it off your chest on here
