If the mountain wont go to Mohammed then mohammed must go to the mountain,18 months isnt long to wait,take your time,dont rush into the first unsuitable relationship your offered,I have been coming here for quite a while and only met three ladies in almost 20 years who ticked all of the boxes and would have crawled over broken glass for me(not in a kinky way)likewise I for them,lots of people settle for second-best relationships,18 months will fly past in an eye blink,use that time wisely making online friends and sorting wheat from chaff.