I'm completely with you on this Graham, I wish I could give up. I know it's a will power thing and I really should try hard while I am still young enough to reverse some of the damage I've caused.
My 8 year old boy has never seen me smoke, and if he did I'm sure it would upset him, but then again, not as much as it would if his dad died of lung cancer.
Enough of the excuses, I'm going to have to try a lot harder to fgive up for the sake of my kids