So sad dontpushme.
But like Englishman 2010 I can only relate to how your bf may be thinking as he waits to leave. Remembering his trip to the Phil, the excitement. You get off the plane, you see the people waiting to board your plane.....Their time is over, yours is just beginning!!!!!! but in the back of your mind you know that only to soon you will be the one watching those happy smiling faces coming off the plane that will soon be taking you away.
You get out of the taxi at the end of your trip. At the airport you look back to your loved ones as you make your way through the entrance and xray machine. Are your mahal and perhaps your kids crying? The lonleyness as you wait alone in the Mabuhay lounge with your mind racing at 1000mph drinking a juice holding back the tears. You get a text that your mahal is safely back home. You call her and it finally sinks in that this is it. The next night you spend will be alone again. Back to chat, webcam and phone calls till the next time. How many days is that? You count it, if you are lucky maybe only 100 days, but its still its too long.
The only way this feeling will ever end is the visa application. You think can you both do it? are you both ready? if so can you satisfy the requirements? That is a part of the long distance relationship that all of us here have found ourselves in. like Englishman 2010 says "Stay positive and think of all the good times you've shared, whilst looking forward to more in the future"
