Ah thanks.
I think we all just deal with things as they come along in life.
Good news is my son (17) came home from Sweden today, a day early, so I've some company again...and of course I'm not worrying about him.
Also my lovely step-daughter (21) has just messaged me to let me know that she's managed to get an apartment with friends in Brooklyn, and to wish me a happy new year too, so I'm feeling quite blessed today.![]()