i am a living proof of how hard long distance relationship is. i can cope, he cant. in the end, i get frustrated too. we fight almost everyday. he never really trust me so every move i make, he would give it another meaning. add some people who created stories about me even before we met in person.

no matter how we resolve problems, it always comes back and haunt us. now he gets jealous of everything. im not allowed to mingle with youngsters coz i would look like im trying to be young, im not allowed to be touchy anymore when ive been that to all my friends, im not allowed to be close to guys, not even allowed to put on make up like i would be flirting left and right oh well...

when we get together, he can keep his eyes on me. that's when i can relax and be myself...hopefully.