we all have differant amounts in our heads, and yes we must think of our health too, but do we, we are all going to die and i have lost my dad to cancer and my mum and 1 sister and 1 brother, i dont want to wait to die, my life is ment to be great enjoying what i have here and hoping to enjoy life later with emma too, where who knows but sunshine and warmth would be welcome, england is just stress for many here , work bills and just trying to save for the future, some say live today, tomorrow takes care of itself, well you only have yourself to look after yourself i say, if you are working great, england seems to look after those that dont work and seems to have nothing, but it seems funny those people seems to have a lot more then i , just a thought
