George ... as the father of a son who only found out he was dyslexic by the time he reached his teens, I fully understand its implications. But let me reassure you, you've absolutely no need to feel in any way "different" nor ashamed of it. On the contrary, I think you communicate very well - and your *spelling is faultless. Heck ... even with a so-called "Higher Qualification" in English Language and Literature ... I frequently find myself consulting a dictionary for *mine! A sign of old age [in my case] I guess.