still not ok really... I married him despite all of his flaws... his being non-sociable, smoker, dependent, and etc. do you think I can still handle all of this? we're still both young and immature I guess but I dunno if I can stay longer here :( you see, Im a registered nurse, I had a lot of job offers from US and Australia after I graduate but I choose to be with my bf here in N. Ireland, to get married because I love him and I knowe that he loves me too... more than I love him for sure. It is me who always hurt him by saying I am leaving him someday because of what is happening. I never thought it would be like this. And another big issue is the fact that he never wants to have children. As in never. I want to have a family in the future with him but what can I do if he doesn't want it? I married him knowing that fact because I am still hoping that someday he would change his mind. But I guess Im wrong. I AM IN SO MUCH DESPAIR RIGHT NOW. I dont have any family or friends here near me to talk all of this things. I dont wanna think that I regret all of this because I really want to work this relationship we have. PLEASE HELP. I NEED ADVICE. I havent seen any Filipinos here in my area :( and I have been here for 6 months now :( :( :(Originally Posted by imagine
how you feeling now medge,,,,, any better
