He appears to be using emotional blackmail ('world better without him').
That is just so unfair on you !
You need to find out just WHAT his problem is, and then decide whether you can live with him and that problem...because (from what you've stated) problem there certainly is.
DO try to find some Filipino friends, but from my experience of other (insecure) guys like this, he is not going to be happy about that, so be prepared.
It is possible that he saw you as being the solution to to some of his hangups and shortcomings...someone to lean on emotionally, someone who he perceived may be less likely to challenge him.
That would be a lot to bear for ANY woman, let alone a young lady of 22 just starting out married life in a foreign country.
It is not for me to tell you what to do with your life, but I would urge you to carefully consider what you can reasonably expect from your marriage, and from life generally. We all expect to be happy MOST of the time in our marriages, which after all are SUPPOSED to be based on love and mutual respect .
