i was asking because my dad died when i was 11, so i know what its like to grow up without a dad, thou i was lucky 7yrs later to have for the next 25 yrs the best step father you could ask for.
I couldn't do what you do for that reason, i wouldn't want little joe to suffer, the bond we have is unbreakable, he's the best thing in my life, and i couldn't go thru life not knowing how he was, there's a saying "you owe your kids everything, but your parents nothing"
