I feel a little better and silly now that I'm a bit myself....jeez I hope he wont find this site and read this post or else I'll make him more angry... I guess lack of sleep since Friday made me a wreak....i feel a little much better since Friday. If he decided to give up, it's up to him...I'm not going to beg.....I'll strive for my dream, at least that's a better consolation...way much better than heartaches......