I'm sorry too, to read about your situation, Stewart. We've all missed you on here lately ... and I'd thought you'd gone to meet Brenda in either Israel or the Phils - which would've explained your absence.

Welcome back to our midst. As Graham urges ... please don't hesitate to talk about your feelings if and when you're ready. You are among friends here. And there's a lot of truth in the old maxim - 'a burden shared ... is a burden halved'! Take Care for now.