Thanks Graham and Terpe! but I am just wondering why is he still helping me, sending me funds and still communicating regularly? I just wanna accept his reason not putting me in his FB because he had past relationship from one he met online too from Thailand and he was opened about it to his friends and family before but it didn't work out so this time he wanna make sure first. But it is hurting me because all the people in my FB knows about him but he said he didn't ask me to be put there. Yes, he is divorced...one time he flushed me, I got so upset coz I didn't agree with his reasons that time so I went to his FB and added all his friends there put all our photos taken during his holiday here. I told him what I did, he got upset but he said he can't do anything anymore. But that time a close friend of him phoned him and told him about the FB thing and he didn't know that I can understand what they were talking...I was hurt coz he told him I am a stalker. But he said he was just embarrassed that time so he can't think of any reason to tell that's why he was able to say that. Then he asked me to take him out from my FB but I never did...I told him I did but instead I print the screen every time we talked in skype and post it in my FB with the date. I don't know if I am doing is right or not...all I know is I love him so much and I am hurting until now. We still constantly talk but he wanna make sure everytime that we are just friends and making a joke sometimes that maybe if he retires I am still available then maybe he will come back here in PI and will spend time with me in Bohol again. That really confused me so much if he really still or ever loved me?
