I think it's my fault coz he is being honest with me now that all he wants from me is FRIENDSHIP nothing more nothing less! I told him I'll be ok with us being friends now but I will still be faithfully waiting for him. I'll show him I won't be looking for another man. I asked him what was wrong with me why he can't love me as he told me before, he said there's nothing wrong with me but it's just the feeling is gone. It feels so unfair! he made me believed before that he loved me and wanna be with me for the rest of his life, he gave me false hope and showed me, my boys and my family the impression that he is a sincere man. We all trusted him coz of what he has shown to us, I was so honest, transparent to him from the beginning of our relationship, I gave my full trust and commitment coz he told me before that he was committed to me also. All of a sudden he just dumped me without me knowing have I done wrong, I couldn't think of anything or if I have done something that he didn't like I am very much willing to change for him I told him that but he still determined on us staying just friends and don't even wanna give a try to make our relationship work. I honestly am hurting but couldn't stop myself from loving him and I hate myself for that
