Thanks a lot to all who shared their thoughts about my sad story. As of the moment I have not made up my mind yet but I am hoping soon coz I can't continue living a life with full of hurts in my heart, the pain really killing me, I could hardly breath. My other problem is how will I tell my boys about it, my ex gave them the false hope that's one thing really hurt me so much. He was the one who shared his plan for us...he said he will bring us all to UK and start a new complete family there. My boys started to dream about playing with a snow, he even told my boys to start learning not to eat rice coz no much rice in UK and wants me to talk to my boys in english all the time to prepare them for UK. If he hurt me I maybe can easily bear and accept it but hurting the 2 important angel in my life that's worst. He played with our feelings...I hope u understand how I feel now but I still pray that I'll get over him soon, I am praying so hard I am tired of crying all day. He showed us a picture of our dream family only to break it up later...
