thats the spririt Lynn glad to hear it from you..having courage to say that means you have the perseverance to move on..as ive told you on my early reply from your thread..i was on the same road as well and i know exactyly how you feel.. we can only learn and grow on our experiences and i do think you know and understand of what i am trying to say..as a woman

goodluck
and please know along your way..one day someone or somehow will come to ease your pain and scars that has been in your heart and mind..time will heal..thats very true..indeed i been there and was deeply fall and ive risen to a new person and proud to say i did make it..
for now whenever i remember those days it just make me laugh how stupid i was "one moment day of my "life"