Mate we have never met....but I'am sorry to hear your story....but all I can say is it looks like you are moving on just fine now.
The best cure is get your self on a plane and come over here and just relax and take in all the beautiful people here in Phil.
It won't take too long before you forget about the past and start a new future.....Being here is the best remedy out.......a lot of people on this site would love for you to meet their families and maybe get the ball rolling.....
you will never never know if you don't give it a go....just to it..
All the best
Koala
